You are welcome. I had to pray for the willingness to be willing to quit. When you are ready, you will know when the time is right.
I was told that sobriety meant soundness of mind. I felt that I couldn't have that and continue to use mind altering substances. Recovery is a process. I had to deal with each issue as it came up. We didn't get this way overnight, we don't get better overnight.
I wish you well on your journey. Just for today, I choose not to use, no matter what. It isn't forever, it is just for today.