[MajestyJo]

Never could drink moderately, my drug of choice was more. I picked up the drink, and it took me. Even when I wasn't drinking it, I was thinking about it.

Our disease is an allergy and an obsession of our mind. The body manufactures the pain to tell us we need more. Self justification and rationalization where two of my biggest defects of character.

Thanks everyone for sharing. We can do what I can`t do alone. I tried to quit my way for 8 years, and my way didn`t work. It led to substitution and a lot of dysfunctional relationships.