Like this, it is our thinking behind the addiction. I have to work on my emotional sobriety daily. I was sharing with my sister today about how my right hand is getting as bad as the tremon disorder in my left. She said she had a tremon in her right hand.
I told her that I had many doctors tell me that to get rid of it by taking a drink. So I have had to accept the tremon without going to the alcohol, yet I shocked myself today. I realized that I needed an attitude adjustment, because I said, if they both continue to shake, I would need a whole bottle. Always the thought that some is good, more is better. It doesn`t matter what the substance is, the thinking is what takes us back. It always takes us back to our drug of choice, or to something that is stronger if the old no longer works for you.
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Love always,
Jo
I share because I care.
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